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No Commute

​Ahh, the joy and luxury
Of working from home!
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Conversation

Today I am thankful
For inspiring conversation
With creative souls
Whose business is delight
And fun
And helping children
To grow their self esteem
And creating community
By uplifting the voices of
Women and girls
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On the Tele

Today I am thankful
For the escapism
Of TV and watching
Pretend people’s troubles
With their
Snappy dialogue
And meaningful looks
And resolution
In 35 minutes or less
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The World According to Snoopy

How can it be twenty years
Since you started uni
A thousand lifetimes go
Pre-cancer
Pre-Aaron
Pre-London
Pre-walking the Camino
Pre-going overseas for the first time
Pre-Kris
Pre-knee surgery
Pre-Richie
Pre-living out of home
Pre-social media
Pre-smart phones

Watching the video
Of Snoopy!!!
The musical you did
Back Then
In the olden days
When you had promised your boyfriend
You wouldn’t do any more shows
Because he was frustrated at not getting to spend time with you
And then you did another show immediately after
When you had long hair
When you didn’t leave campus for longer than a week for four years
Because oh how you fell in love with uni life
(Even though it was the site of your worst depression)
It was transformative in so many wonderful ways

The happy memories
Of rehearsal in the old army barracks
That they later tore down
(Weren’t they heritage listed?)
And Studio Four
With all the old productions
Sharpied on the wall
That they also tore down
The familiar faces
Pascal and Lara and Daniel and Shu and
Angie and Lexie and ChrisBob
Ann and Flip and Tom and
Jarvis and Jasmine and Holly and
Monali and Teegan and Pat and
Zaza and Blake
Mike and Jinny and Jeremy 

​The glow they give you in your heart.
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​Cancer Survivorship

The annual survivorship check-up
There’s always a twinge of worry
That this will be the appointment
Where they tell you it’s back

But your counts are good!
There are no niggles
No pressing issues

​A clean bill of health
A sigh of relief
How strange it is
To feel good.
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​The Phlebotomist

​The phlebotomist
Was once in marketing
And then became a trainer
And then a medical tech
And now they’re going to nursing school

People who have lived life
Done things
Tried things
Who can greet you with
Humility and warmth
Because they’ve seen a lot
And done a lot
And are doing the work
To figure out
Who they want to be

It makes for great conversation
While they draw your blood
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​Community

​The rise and fall of
Happy chatter
A loud laugh
A moment of silence
The hubbub starts again

The gathering
Of friendly folks
Whose hearts and minds
Are generally aligned
Even if their backgrounds
And stories
And the paths that have
Led them here
Are wildly divergent

What a joy it is
To connect
To feel a part of it. 
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Connection

When you are seen
And understood
And validated in your experience
How it hurts and feels good
All at once 
The relief of it
The fear of it all being taken away
Or a trick
It will only last a moment before
Imposter Syndrome kicks in 
That's not ME 
The Me they are connecting with
It's an illusion
And you breathe 
And you're ok. 
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Happiness is...

​Meeting up with dear friends
Whom you have missed
And delicious conversation
And sharing food
And walking 30 blocks so you can hang out some more
And going to rehearsal
And singing glorious music
And being an alto
In the choir
And getting to Port Authority in record time
And catching the earlier bus
And coming home
To a home cooked meal
And your puppy flooping on your lap
​And falling into bed
With a heart full of song
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Fairy Wing

​You find a leaf
The leafy part has mostly
Decayed but the
Delicate veins
Remain

It is so light
So barely there
It might not even exist
(Save for the sturdier stem)

It could almost be a fairy wing
Disguised as a leaf
To trick passers by into
Barely even noticing it

But the structure of it
The lightness of it
The impossibility of it
Surely is magic

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