I’ve been drilling
The notes
Slowing the tempo
Picking it up again
Figuring the trickier passages
Trying to get them into my bones
It’s fun to get to rehearsal
To see how much progress has been made
And how much work there’s still left to do
The joy of showing up
And doing the work

The warmth of
A bright blue sky
London fog tea 
And a sticky date bun 
A dear friend 
Making you laugh and 
The way it stays with you
All day. 

Bless the theatre kids 
On a Broadway field trip
The way they leaned forward in their seats
Whispered to each other 
Look at how they do that! 
Do you see?
The raw emotion 
The sheer excitement 
At the end, the kid in the Les Mis school show jacket
With Thenadier emblazoned across the back
Was weeping 
His classmates were just as moved 
"Did you hear his falsetto?! It was crazy! We have work to do!" 
"My life has been forever changed!" 
Remember that rush when you first started seeing shows 
Remember that feeling of possibility 
Remember the feeling of wanting to do that
It hasn't gone away
Though it has been tempered a little 
By auditions
The reality of the business 
Having cancer 
The cost of New York
Being formerly married to someone who didn't support your dream 
But watching the theatre kids watch the show
It reminded you of you
The kid with RENT and Chicago and The Pajama Game on repeat
And her heart and soul
Were beaming. 

Coming home after work
Turning on a free concert 
Alanis Morissette at Austin City Limits 
Her songs have been my soundtrack for
Almost three decades
It's like visiting an old friend 

The loveliness 
Of meeting a dear friend
On the east side of 
Midtown, in 
A coffee shop
That is also a florist
Feeling like I was sitting in a
​Modern day fairy forest
Surrounded by roses
And the chatter of voices 

What a joy and a luxury 
To see such a gorgeous sumptuous opera 
The way Zeffirelli paints on the stage 
Using bodies and sets
And splashes of color 
The way a soprano's voice can float across the hall 
All the way into the gods 
What it feels like to watch over a hundred people
Lift their hands to the sky together 
Puccini's soaring score 
Resonating in my bones 
Remembering Abuela playing the music 
Thinking of her
And how much she would love this 
How thankful I am
For the gift of
Enjoying opera

As an usher
There is something 
Hilariously humbling
In pushing a squeaky wheel
During a quiet moment
In full view of 900 people 

The discovery of a new app
To help prevent food waste
Led to an adventure on the
Upper west side
At the last moment 
I jumped off the subway
At a stop I've never been to before
I navigated the grid and
Landed a "surprise bag" containing 
Two different curries
A box of rice and
A giant piece of naan
For the princely sum of $6.52
The luxury of a phone to download the app
Of funds to buy the food
A quiet place to sit and eat 
The disconnect of later seeing a man
Begging for help
Next time I'll order 2 bags 
And pass one along. 

On a chilly but 
Gorgeous blue sky day 
Lunch with a dear friend, then
Coming home
Sweeping and mopping
Wiping down the counters 
Scrubbing the toilet and the tub
Putting on the laundry
Sorting through emails 
Cooking up some food for the week
Making the bed with fresh sheets  
Feeling ready 
For the week ahead 

Two friends 
Out for a night on the town
Seeing a show
One was dressed in pink
With sparkly boots 
And holographic sparkly tinsel in her hair
(that she had borrowed from her three-year-old)
And the other in gold sequins 

A mother with her daughter 
The daughter, a little flea of a thing who needed two boosters to see over the rows
Their excitement was palpable as they carefully read through the Playbill 
Acquired t-shirts and buttons and then went back for the other shirt
Because why not?! 

​And finally, 
​Earnest discussion 
About to how to cast 
The Muppets 
In Hadestown