I'll tell you what I want (what I really, really, want)
I want to learn classical piano
I want to be able to play all the instruments
I want to know all of music theory
I want to know all the music
I want to be able to hear music as I read it
I want to learn all the songs
I want to do tap and ballet and dance freely to live music
I want to run away to the woods and build my own cob cottage and grow my own vegetables
I want to write a novel
I want to write a screenplay
I want to watch all the movie musicals
I want to watch all the filmed live musicals
I want to see every show being staged in New York
I want to be in a Broadway show
I want to write my own Broadway show
I want to live in London again
I want to live in northern Spain and run an albergue and greet peregrinos with cups of tea
I want to live in the mountains
I want to never have to leave New York ever again 
I want to live in Denmark and truly understand hygge
I want to be fluent in Spanish, French, and Danish
I want to make art
I want to make theatre
I want to host salons à la the Marquise du Deffand and Gertrude Stein
I want to run my own theatre company 
I want to host a podcast about artists with illness 
I want to host delightful tea parties and picnics in the park 
I want to hike through all the forests
I want to share amazing meals with wonderful people
I want to run
I want to learn to draw and paint and be good at visual arts
I want to sit for hours on end in meditation
I want world peace
I want people to just be nice to each other
I want everyone to be able to live their best lives and reach their full potential
I want everyone to be happy
I want people to be accountable 
I want justice 
I want every child to go to school without fear of being ridiculed or teased or shot 
I want every person to be able to love who they want to love
I want every person to have a home 
I want to stop seeing trash everywhere
I want more cycle paths and pedestrianized streets 
I want to not be afraid of swimming in the ocean
I want to do astronomy
I want to be able to name the stars
I want to be a practical person
I want to be a creative person
I want to eat healthily
I want to indulge
I want more time
I want to not be afraid
I want to be the kind of person who is good at make-up and being fashionable
I want to be the kind of person who doesn’t care about make-up and being fashionable
I want to be really good at interior design
I want an amazing collection of records and a vintage record player 
I want to be free of my worldly possessions 
I want to be recognized for my skills
I want to not be terrified when I'm complimented 
I want to be a good partner
I want to be a good person
I want to leave a legacy
I want to know all the things
I want to be all the things
I want it all, and I want it now
Actually, I want it yesterday
Yes please and thank you very much. ​