Published on
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

anticipation

the satisfaction of doing laundry
the smell of clean sheets
the softness of a new duvet
of making the bed in preparation for my sister’s arrival tomorrow.

one more sleep!
Published on

Every Little Counts

In the morning
I went for a walk
With my smoothie
And my new walking shoes
And a lovely podcast in my ears

And then I went to work where I had 
The surprise of an early
When I was expecting to be late 

And I came home and binge watched excellent TV
And did the laundry 
And decided at 8.30pm that I wanted to cook
So I popped out to the store

And on a Sunday night
Astoria was hopping 
All the lovely cafes and restaurants and stores
And all the people and families 
And the fairy lights
And the sun not setting until nearly 9pm

And I made a delicious salad from the Abel&Cole recipe book
​And I got a little more work done
​And I felt content. 
Published on
Picture
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

ushering

How I love watching the audience
Seeing their joy
Their excitement
Re-living a show I’ve seen dozens of times
For the first time through their eyes
The laughs, the gasps, the moments of stillness
The raucous applause
It’s the same thing eight times a week
And every night it’s a different show
The privilege
Of being in the room
Where it happens
Published on
Picture
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

survivors

The strange joy of connecting with another survivor
You share a common language
A similar experience
Even if the circumstances were entirely different
Cancer is cancer is cancer
The unusual bond you share
Symptoms, diagnosis, treatment, the aftermath
BC and AC
The luck of surviving it
The thankfulness you feel
The understanding of having been to hell
And back.
Published on
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

clean sheets. 

thank you earlier me
for taking the time
to do the laundry
and drying the sheets
so that later me
could feel the the joy and luxury
of falling into a freshly made bed
at the end of a long day.
Published on
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

someone to admire

When you see someone
Doing the thing
And doing it well
And they inspire you to be better.
Published on
Picture

time to start

​I finally got some new running shoes
A promise to myself
​To start again.
Published on
Picture
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

A Stroll Around the Neighborhood

I was done with work around 5pm
Decided to go for a stroll
Wandered down to Astoria Park where
Singles and couples and families were
Out walking and running
Kids were playing ball games on the field and
People were lounging on the grass
Enjoying the sun
Nibbling on impromptu picnics

Under the bridge
Down the path toward
The Hell Gate Bridge
Like a mini Sydney Harbour Bridge
In pink
(Well, it’s more the other way around
The Sydney Bridge is modeled off the Hell Gate
A giant grey version on the other side of the planet)
I treated myself to an ice cream cone
Walked up Ditmars
Across Steinway
Failing in finding new running shoes
But discovering hookah bars
And coffee shops
And whole other worlds to explore

By the time I got home
It was almost a quarter to eight with
Nearly five miles under my feet
Published on
Picture
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

Waiting for the Laundry

It was a beautiful warm spring morning
Not too hot, not too cold with a
Bright blue sky
The air was fragrant and
I sat on the bench outside the laundromat
Watching the passers-by
And chatted on the phone with an old friend.
Published on
Picture
luminescence: the emission of light by a substance that has not been heated.
LuMinEssence: the mission of finding light in the dark.

the rose

stop and smell
the lovely perfume 
that reminds you of spain
that reminds you of abuela
that feels soft and velvety 
that is an unexpected pause
​in the middle of the day. 

archives