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the azaleas

It was a gorgeous bright blue sky day
The air was warm and sweetly scented, and
The azaleas were resplendent
In all their pinks and purples and reds.
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Excited AND Scared

It’s exciting and scary
To give yourself permission
To go forward and
Make the attempt
To fulfill the dreams that you’ve held
For oh so long
To be on your own path
And not worry about what the other people are doing,
Or have done,
On theirs
To breathe into your own lungs
And to find the strength
To live your life.
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Ushering

During intermission
I met an elderly gentleman who
Back in the day
Was a set and costume designer
He worked on over 250 shows
And then turned to fashion
He’s still an avid theatre goer
Has seen almost every show this season
He was enjoying Hadestown
But thought it was missing elements of the opera
He took the time to learn my name
And remembered it as he was leaving
It was fun to talk theatre
And to be able to talk about shows
That had opened and closed before I was even born
To know their context
He and his partner made me smile
The joy of theatre.
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moving day

Ralph drove me in to the city
It wasn’t until we were crossing the GWB
That it hit me I was actually moving back to the city
It made me gasp out loud
Ralph laughed -
“I can hear your brain whirring.”

There’s a huge tree outside my window
It’s almost like I‘m in a tree house
My prayer flags are up
They’ve been with me since I moved out of home
In my early twenties
Nearly two decades ago

I didn’t have lunch until nearly 3
I went exploring
The activity and plethora of food options
Within a fifteen minute radius of my apartment
Is incredible
After the quiet of Carteret
It feels like culture shock

It turns out Tonya and Jason live a few blocks away
I went to the park with Tonya and the kids
And then we went back to their place
And while the eldest built train tracks across the floor
I fed the youngest his bottle
How long has it been since I fed a baby their bottle?!

I unpacked all my clothes
Made the bed
Found my uniform for tomorrow
I still have to figure out the kitchen
And unpack my books

I miss Aaron
I miss Voltaire
I feel like I must be on some kind of strange vacation
And soon I’ll be back with my boys

For now, I am here and
Here I am.
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serendipity

when you learn your friend
lives in the next street over
from your new apartment
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Sparrow 

​The air was warm
The sky was blue
I happened upon a street fair and
Found a gorgeous fairy/butterfly ring
I got lunch for less than $6 - in midtown!
(And it wasn’t even street meat!)
And sat in Bryant Park
Surrounded by locals and
The United Nations of tourists
A little sparrow hopped in front of the table
Frolicked in the dust 
And flitted off
Delighted. 
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Smile

It was warm enough to sit outside
Between shifts
I got noodles
And sat in the courtyard
Behind New World Stages
It was buzzing with people
Chatting, drinking, eating, laughing and
Enjoying the weather
I also picked up my keys
And they had a smiley face keychain.
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Step into the Light

I’ll admit
Today was hard.
But, there was:
Snuggling with your puppy and
Going for a walk without needing a jacket
Eating leftover ham and pineapple pizza
Feeling valued by your boss
Chatting with your sister
And watching the musical television show
Where one of the supporting characters
Sings about stepping into her light
Step into your light.
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Old Friend

​The joy of catching up
With an old friend
And how their voice
And their laugh
And their stories
Brings you back
To another time
And makes you
Smile.
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Iolanthe​

​How do you get to Carnegie Hall?
Join a chorus and practice practice practice
And with a dainty string of lights
Upon your head
Become a fairy who declares
We must dance and
We must sing...

Oh yes, we must!

What a joy to be on stage again
What a joy to sing in the choir 
(After all, happiness truly is...) 
What a joy to play dress-ups 
What a joy to be a fairy 

We should all become fairies
And trip the light fantastic
And fall in love with music
And dance upon the wicked stage
And sing with all our collective might 
And delight
In our existence.

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