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Back on Broadway

Back to ushering
For the first time in forever
I’ve missed it
And being back in the building
It feels like coming home
Patrons walk in
And they gasp
And they’re excited
And a couple of kids proudly tell you
This is my first Broadway show!
And you hope they will love it
As much as you do
Because this collective coming together
To tell stories
To sing and dance and trip the light fantastic
Makes your heart glow
Oh so bright.
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​Labyrinth

​Work finished earlier than expected
So you go to find the labyrinth in Bloomfield and
Arrive in the midst of school letting out
Kids and
Crossing guards and
Buses and SUVs and police cars and
Hubbub
You almost turn around
But you find parking further down the street
And walk back to the church

The labyrinth is no where to be seen
Has it been taken away
Grown over?

Persevere

There, tucked in on a street behind the church proper
Fenced off in its own grassy lot
A lovely labyrinth
Shaded by tall trees

At first you feel self-conscious
Walking in loopy circles
In the middle of a grass lot
Shaded by tall trees
Just two blocks down
Cars are whizzing by
Kids are hanging out in the park
Busy-ness is happening

But then your feet take over
And your heart slows down
And the breeze is warm
And the sky is blue
And you trace the path
Around and along and around and up and
Around and along and around and down
Until you are in
The labyrinth’s centre

And you take a breath
And say a word of thanks
And you trace the path
Around and along and around and up and
Around and along and around and down
Until you are back at the start
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meeting.

​the kind of discussion
where everything else melts away
and you feel inspired
and excited
and hopeful.
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dress-ups

Oh what fun
To play dress up
And don a ridiculous wig
And put glitter on your eyelids
And paint your lips red
And wear a sparkly jacket
And feel
Joyful. 
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Community

thankful
for the kindness
of community
and also
being able to stream
stage musicals
from around the world
tonight I watched a musical from Cambodia
about political upheaval
and lives being caught in history
and a musical from Korea
about a fictional phantom in France 
what an extraordinary thing. 
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Gifts

​Thank you for listening
Thank you for clarifying
Helping me understand
Thank you for making me feel better
Thank you for bringing light

​When you are seen
When you are valued
When you have people
You can count on
It makes all the difference.
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Blossoms

​The blossoms and magnolias
Make my heart sing
The pinks and purples and whites
The soft glow of them
The sweet smell of them
Signifying warmth and
Spring.
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camp

Being back at camp
Just for an afternoon
Watching kids, future campers
Come alive as they realize what their summer is going to hold
Knowing their lives are going to change
​For the better. 
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OT day

Today was occupational therapy
I was playing 16 (haha)
And the students had to provide an activity
For an anxious teen
And so I spent the day
(re)Learning coping techniques

Box breaths
out, 2, 3, 4
hold, 2, 3, 4
in, 2, 3, 4
hold, 2, 3, 4
and repeat

Creating schedules
In carefully crafted sheets
And bullet journals

Let your emotions R.A.I.N
Recognize: What emotion are you feeling?
Accept: statement of acceptance
Investigate: Why do you feel this way
Nurture: How can you cope?

5, 4, 3, 2, 1 Grounding Exercise
5 things you see
4 things you feel
3 things you hear
2 things you smell
1 thing you taste

Making a happy music playlist

Naming emotions with chords
Major = happy, jubilant, excited, confident
Minor = sad, down, darkness
Seventh = funky, edgy, soulful
Major 7th = softness, exhilaration, tranquility
Minor 7th = mellow, moody
Ninth = open, optimistic
Diminished = fear, shock

And actual me
And finishing the day
Feeling lighter
Inspired
Hopeful.
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cheesecake​

​The thrill
Of being able to sneak
An entire cheesecake
Into the fridge
And surprise him
On his birthday.

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